Stage fever

I shun the stage; I suffer strangely odd when ever I have to attend something harmonizing on the stage. I gave up at the very last moment every time just because of that fright. I feel insecure when people praise me. Constructive Fame is something I really hate. Whenever I intellect that my work will be valued for this cause, I merrily ruin the cause or the value. Opening my self up in the communal is something not of my flavor. Why?

To know the answer I m going to attend the stage tomorrow. I don’t recognize fate will give me a chance for it or not. I am going there to engross myself with my emotions and to find out what is the trifle behind it.

Pessimistic is the word recommended by people who attach themselves as friends to me. I really chuckle at the word Pessimistic because Person having superficial feelings spread over wide pool of domains is not qualified for meaning so classy, Pessimistic.

I just started self introspection I be deficient in methods and best practices; I don’t consider or concur upon any noise which describe me as negative, looser, deprived of heart. The Unlucky Charm is something best portrays me or my situation.

~ by display_name on March 18, 2005.